if you only knew

i did see you in the class. friday at 9. not always but in a coincidence.

you could see my heart wanted to explode just by knowing you were behind me. you could see my face filled with emotions, of happiness or even sadness. but you didn't notice.

i wished you knew. but you weren't.

i wished you cared. but you weren't looking for one sec.

i wished i were that shiny so you could see me that time.

i wished. but it didn't happen.

not that time. not even now.

-ngantukbos